Friends gotta love em

Friends= love and trust, but dnt get ur hopes too high up to becarful of who you chose to trust. I have a friends whom i love very much and i havn't talked to in a while ,lets call her Joey. I told Joey everything about me, the horrible parts, the crushes, the pain, the addiction (not to drugs), ect. i thought she was my best friends untill now. I needed Joey so much in the past month and i havnt heard from her. I called her everyday, and everyday i was let down and cried. Cried becuz i needed some1 and cried becuz of situations. Now, there is another friend whom i love and adore and he is fucking awsome. Let's call him Tray. lol. Tray is a skool buddy i've known since (idk) 1st grade.... and know we are super close. I tell him everything he knows everything about me no secrets but little ones. When i thought that Joey wud be there and she wasn't Tray was. That made all the difference in my eyes. I still love them both, just now i know who i can turn to. Tray you know who you are and i say this with love, your an awsome friend, dont let anybody pull you down. I trust you and i beleive that your different from my other friends. Joey i still love your crazy a**, don't take this personal, just know that when i needed you the most you weren't there you didnt even call me back....

Love?

Hey! im extra new to this but imma just use it as a venting thing. So the first topic i picked was Love. LOVE=PAIN is my thoughts but hey, i could be wrong. Here's my situation. A guy i thought was cute started talking to me and we became friends, little did i know my cousin was what he wanted. He texted me and talked to me outside of school yet inside of school he acted like i didnt exsist, painful to me because i just looked pass that. Love was blinding what i should of seen. I've been used so many times in the past, mainly to get to another person, and i thought i would know if it was happening again. I WAS WRONG. I fell for his eyes and looks and how he talked to me, ignoring the fact that he asked about my cousin a lot. So in the my mind clicked, i cried for hours no lie. the bad part about it is that he has a girlfriend yet he's STILL tryna talk to my cousin and other girls in our school. So when i see him either alone or with some girl, i feel a lot of things angry, sad, depressed for not seeing clearly, and all of those because deep down i know i would give him a chance if he asked. Now i have even MORE trust issues... All because i let me heart fool me! You guys might think love is all Sweet and sugar but love hurts. PS: I MADE THAT PICTURE.